i dont usually read fanfics bc i rarely read that feels actually canon and only reason im reading fics is bc i dont wanna accept the game or the show has finished and trick myself into beliving what im reading is kind of canon. nothing really gives me exact feeling when the thing is actually canon, like ive read smut of my otp but i felt so much more joy when my otp interacted in the show platonically, i hope you understand what i mean its so late at night and idk why im here

i genuinely dont understand how people manage to stay in a fandom for years! i usually move on from everything within a month at most. i know theres quite a lot on my fandom page but if you asked me anything about the media ive put on there, i probably wouldnt be able to answer properly because i forget plots and details so quickly. for example i havent watched tbhk in years and i barely remember the plot at all but i still remember how attached i was to it so i put it there anyway

also, do you like my british accent? my friend from england came to turkey and in her honour ive been mimicking the way she says things. you cant really tell on text though.whatever

like if you think she is rude and i should delete her

i dont see hetalia as an anime nor a show. i saw it as a silly laughable gay countries interacting and holy moly, its the best thing i ever seen! it made me feel like im 14 again, oomf asked why do i like that anime and i couldnt even answer at all at first but now i can say i love the depth in the characters, how they hit with stereotypes, and when you understand the referances its really awesome. and do you know what is more awesome? i have unlimited 17 year old media i can consume forever, and fandom is alive and doing well. i dont want episodes to finish but i also cant wait to read fics after finishing the seasons
edit: its been two weeks since i wrote that and i can say with confidence i love feminenine boys in the show and yaoi slop and nothing really matters other than these oh and i love how turkwy is the top in turkey x greece

im in tears why everyobdy i love have to leave here my bsf has gone to her country again and like i cant stop crying everything i ever loved have to move far and far away from me and i have to cry every time it happens so my tears can water our garden yuli right i hate you asshoe dont ever stop thinking about me ok

people keep asking why i usually dont finish shows i really like and theres a huge reason for that i just finished smiling friends i actually watched the whole thing in two days because i was completely entertained but whenever I binge something it hits me hard when its over im left feeling empty i also finished better call saul two days ago but i didnt felt empty at all probably because i watched only one episode a day which let me build a healthier connection with it. binging tho absolutely wrecks me i even catch myself lying to myself there are still a few episodes left that i havent seen yet and that ill watch them later somehow that sometimes works

guys why everything is very hard im tired i hate being an adult

i just had my last exam of hs im both happy and sad that school almost ended but at least now i have more time to do things i always wanted to work on and this time my own dev will do awesome. plus what a blessing to have my laptop at school. i created another tomodoachi life island and have my friends made themselfes now we are gonna live in that islad forever, for now ive got 25 people but we will grow bigger. im very alone at school bc nobody comes to school anymore, but im taking steps with the game dev and studying and watching smiling friends and playing games and thats so cool i also have more time to talk my hubbies in east. but yeah ill get bored eventually but just 2 weeks will do

oh my god nobody told me driving would be that stressing bro i can hear other cars thoughts they all calling me a loser

its been two weeks since i added anything new to thw site bc ive been playing tomodachi life like crazy im very close to add another page i can add my tomodachi life screenshots bc my friends dont give a shit about them anymore

hi guys im at school and will be eating lunch but i hate my school canteen their food is really bad and i might skip lunch if i dont want to eat. also fandom page is taking forver i might just die right now i have to finish this site before my hype ends with html codimg broh